For some reason today, I've done a lot of reflecting. Maybe it has to do with the dream I had early this morning.
Caldor had opened its doors again, and Marc and I were hired back to work together. Suddenly I felt like 1996 when we first fell in love, the excitement of seeing him at work, the secret touches, the stolen kisses (yes that sounds cliche but it was quite true!). And I woke up craving that, missing that. I miss working side by side with Marc. I miss us being a team together.
So then that led to my thinking - am I really a good wife? Am I still the woman he fell in love with over 12 years ago? I hope so. I love him just as much if not more now than I ever did. And I can only hope he feels the same way.
Then that led to me thinking about life in general - am I really who I want to be? Do others see me as that as well?
A challenge on my scrapping board gave me a chance to reflect on my thoughts today - hopefully tomorrow will be less reflective for me - especially since I really don't have any answers to my questions of today.
2 comments:
What a great LO. And YES I can see all those things in you! True I've 'known' you for 7 yrs but one doesn't have to know you for long to know the answers to almost all those questions. There's one that only Marc knows the answer to. ;) LOL! Have a great day my friend!
Very nice LO Shawn....what a great reflection....You are so devoted to your family...I bet your just who your suppose to be!
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